Thursday, June 6, 2024
This world was too much, too cold for your dreams, and who you fought hard to be. Everything isn't meant to be known an I respect what our God was ready for. If I know nothing, I know our love ones were on the other side so welcoming. I pray Grandma and Poppop was the first to greet you, sorry you didn't know how special you were, sorry you didn't know how talented you were, sorry you didn't know how beautiful you were, sorry you didn't know how worthy you were, sorry you couldn't see what real love felt like, sorry for any pain you ever had to feel. I have my moments of disbelief and disappointment in the last two days of finding out. I'm sure everything will remain the same between the 6 beautiful gifts you left behind, I'm just grateful to know you are watching over us. Only you, myself, and God know why things were the way they were. I wish I had not been so angry at times, but, I really have no regrets, I'm at peace, even more peaceful knowing your at peace, and in no more pain. Rest well Mommy:)
